Life is not as smooth sailing as it seemed to be. As time passes by, I become a more broken person. I am so lost in a midst of sea and I need directions. I can't seem to focus on my objectives and goals. I need to find back my motivation in order to tide through all these. Charmaine, please focus, please do well for University, please find your objectives and goals!
Thursday, September 29, 2016
What am I?
Why did I even attend University when I know that I am unable to cope? I am too naive to think that I will survive Uni. Oh well, I have been here for 2.5 years, half a year more to go before I graduate!
Thursday, May 7, 2015
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
我写中文！
哇，我也有打中文的一天。很佩服自己。哈哈。虽然打很慢，中文又很差，但我就是想打中文嘛。
最近心情很低落，尤其是今天。
先说今天吧。今天我被一位同学气死， 气死到很想哭！！！我从来没有对同学们生气过，因为我觉得同学就应该互相帮助嘛，但他妈的，他做出一件令我很生气的事！在 project peer evaluation 里, 他 mark 我们每个 group members 的分数 down! 我们做的还比他多列，那里可以这样！！！还有，老师问我们问题时，他一直插嘴。你不讲话没人会当你是哑巴! 做 report 做的比别人少，讲话就讲的那么多! Tsk.
最近心情很低落的原因呢，我也不知道。就是很多烦恼的事。想找朋友说但又怕烦到他们。谁能了解我的心情呢？
我觉得我变得更安静了。我再也不比以前笑的那么灿烂，现在也很少出去，每天就想着放学回家。这样也好，可以省钱。我不笑，没人也会注意。
最近每天不够睡，早上起床眼睛都是肿肿的。我要我的漂亮眼睛回来！T.T 考试啊考试，我希望您会容易呀！对了，考完试后要找工作，没工作就没钱。没钱就没得玩。没得玩就会在家看连戏剧。在家看连戏剧眼睛度数就会升。眼睛度数升就要换一幅新眼镜和隐形眼镜。换一幅新眼镜和隐形眼镜就要花钱。所以，我还是要找工作！咳~
好啦，我打太多中文了。自己看也看到头晕。@.@ 我就写到这里了！拜拜！
最近心情很低落，尤其是今天。
先说今天吧。今天我被一位同学气死， 气死到很想哭！！！我从来没有对同学们生气过，因为我觉得同学就应该互相帮助嘛，但他妈的，他做出一件令我很生气的事！在 project peer evaluation 里, 他 mark 我们每个 group members 的分数 down! 我们做的还比他多列，那里可以这样！！！还有，老师问我们问题时，他一直插嘴。你不讲话没人会当你是哑巴! 做 report 做的比别人少，讲话就讲的那么多! Tsk.
最近心情很低落的原因呢，我也不知道。就是很多烦恼的事。想找朋友说但又怕烦到他们。谁能了解我的心情呢？
我觉得我变得更安静了。我再也不比以前笑的那么灿烂，现在也很少出去，每天就想着放学回家。这样也好，可以省钱。我不笑，没人也会注意。
最近每天不够睡，早上起床眼睛都是肿肿的。我要我的漂亮眼睛回来！T.T 考试啊考试，我希望您会容易呀！对了，考完试后要找工作，没工作就没钱。没钱就没得玩。没得玩就会在家看连戏剧。在家看连戏剧眼睛度数就会升。眼睛度数升就要换一幅新眼镜和隐形眼镜。换一幅新眼镜和隐形眼镜就要花钱。所以，我还是要找工作！咳~
好啦，我打太多中文了。自己看也看到头晕。@.@ 我就写到这里了！拜拜！
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Lethargic
I am sooooooooooooooooo tired. It's 11.59pm right now, what am I doing??!
Exams are coming, exams are coming. I am scared, shit yes. I am totally unprepared.
I will do a proper post after exams. PROMISE!
Exams are coming, exams are coming. I am scared, shit yes. I am totally unprepared.
I will do a proper post after exams. PROMISE!
Friday, July 6, 2012
It's been a while~
I really need to keep my temper in check! I get pissed off at the slightest things nowadays. :(
I really have nothing to blog.
Oh ya, final exams are coming in about a month's time. This means that I have to start mugging now!
I really have nothing to blog.
Oh ya, final exams are coming in about a month's time. This means that I have to start mugging now!
Thursday, June 21, 2012
180 days
Today is the 180th day. Approximately 6 months. How time flies.
I bet he doesn't remember me.
It is really time for me to cut the strings with him. He lost my contact number (I guess), so it's time for me to move on as well. Six months is really, really long. I don't harbour any feelings for him any more; I just hope that we will stay contact as normal friends.
The people around me keep telling me that he's a jerk. He wasn't a jerk in the past. He became one after that. Can I consider myself lucky? Haha.
I am still young. There are many opportunities for me. I really hope that the next one will be my last one too. After all, since young, I had always told myself that the guy I date will be my first and last, but it is not possible any more.
It might be tough, but I have to be brave and face the reality. Stay strong, Charmaine.
I bet he doesn't remember me.
It is really time for me to cut the strings with him. He lost my contact number (I guess), so it's time for me to move on as well. Six months is really, really long. I don't harbour any feelings for him any more; I just hope that we will stay contact as normal friends.
The people around me keep telling me that he's a jerk. He wasn't a jerk in the past. He became one after that. Can I consider myself lucky? Haha.
I am still young. There are many opportunities for me. I really hope that the next one will be my last one too. After all, since young, I had always told myself that the guy I date will be my first and last, but it is not possible any more.
It might be tough, but I have to be brave and face the reality. Stay strong, Charmaine.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
School break
I am currently having a two weeks school break. I'm not going to have a lot of rest, but, at least I don't have to wake up so early for two weeks! :D
I feel like blogging, but I don't know what to write. What should I write? Write about my life which will bore you? Or write about my opinions on a certain thing? Nah, I won't choose the latter lest I offend someone. The former is better. :)
Okay, so this week is the more relaxed week and next week will be my more hardworking week. Most of my project meetups are next week, hence, my free time is this week. I don't feel like uploading the photos on my blog; all of the photos are on my Facebook or Instagram. I update on my twitter, share songs on my Facebook, and upload photos on my Instagram. Do check out my Twitter and Instagram? Haha.
I will not be in Singapore for the next three days, and I hope that I will be able to find a lil' serenity during my short trip abroad. I love to go overseas because no one will recognise me and I am able to reflect a lot of things. Family and friends are good companions, but sometimes, I need to be alone.
How lovely would it be if I were able to travel to a new place, pick up a new language and meet new people. But of course, my heart will always be with Singapore. :)
I feel like blogging, but I don't know what to write. What should I write? Write about my life which will bore you? Or write about my opinions on a certain thing? Nah, I won't choose the latter lest I offend someone. The former is better. :)
Okay, so this week is the more relaxed week and next week will be my more hardworking week. Most of my project meetups are next week, hence, my free time is this week. I don't feel like uploading the photos on my blog; all of the photos are on my Facebook or Instagram. I update on my twitter, share songs on my Facebook, and upload photos on my Instagram. Do check out my Twitter and Instagram? Haha.
I will not be in Singapore for the next three days, and I hope that I will be able to find a lil' serenity during my short trip abroad. I love to go overseas because no one will recognise me and I am able to reflect a lot of things. Family and friends are good companions, but sometimes, I need to be alone.
How lovely would it be if I were able to travel to a new place, pick up a new language and meet new people. But of course, my heart will always be with Singapore. :)
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